Agnostia - the fear of a lack of personal connection to God. A-gnosis-ia.
Apeirophobia - fear of infinity or eternity.
You can never wrap your arms fully around God.
God always envelops you.
Even in rebellion.
So do you submit to the inevitable?
I'd like to fall out of love with God for a while.
Religion, the worship of scripture. Mysticism, the worship of the unknown. A manufactured face for God.
The devils can be just as interesting as the angels. I side with neither, unfortunately.
Angels are the will of God. In order for an angel to fall, God has to fight God. Angels are helpless to God's commands. Angels are God's commands. Lucifer is a slave.
To create free will, you have to offer bad options. Is Earth a testing ground for souls? What dimensions beyond choice do we not understand/were not given?
Hell is a mindset. Heaven has a trapdoor, and its name is Guilt.
God is in the everything and in the nothing.
Silence is an answer.
God's it is to show the way.