Songs
No notes nor performances, sorry. Perhaps in the future. They're all WIPs but these ones are kinda done.
Oh, they all told me it would be this way But this time it's personal No reason or rationale (will) Bring you back or put you in the ground What could I say? What could I do? Worshipping this Decayed image that once I knew as you What could I say? What could I do? Questioning the Judgment of my Lord a helpless fool The aftermath Was more than I counted And now I laugh To have been so dependent They all told me it would be this way I guess I should have known When God sends you ro-ses You love them before they're gone Oh, they all told me it would be this way But this time it's personal No reason or rationale (will) Bring you back or put you in the ground Oh, they all told me it would be this way But this time it's personal No reason or rationale (will) Bring you back or put you in the ground
Ain't no shame in being strange It's no shame to rearrange What you mean is up to you And what I mean, is up to me Yeah, I know what it means to be myself I know what it means to be different I know what it means to be livin' It means you're ugly. Comparison is mutilation I'd like a moment for some, reflection What are you, just a house of mirrors? Living out all their fears? We don't think like they do Don't play with straight lines They don't fit you Born to divide, born in the chaos Twin-faced, cut-paste, away with the pain marks So everybody Don't understand What you're doing to your own body Well trust me baby When you get pretty Nobody questions what happened to ugly Yeah, I know what it means to be myself I know what it means to be different I know what it means to be livin' It means you're ugly. Some days you just can't stand Those days you can call me a man Some days I feel a little strange --And I know deep in my bones I'm ugly Yeah, I know what it means to be myself I know what it means to be different I know what it means to be livin' It means you're ugly.
The only loneliness I've ever known If you could talk, I wonder what you'd say If you could see, what would you think of me? The only friend that I've ever known Marble castles made out of dreams Sculpted from my hair Standing in the doorway still Won't you take my hand We can go anywhere And still there's things unseen Beyond the edges Beyond the maps Beyond the open seas Languishing in modern day But not if you believe Imagine the possibilities Beyond the open seas Dare to dream outside the box It's the least that you can do If you dream less You're less than least A beggar and a fool [chorus] So tell me friend, what have you seen Beyond the open seas I long to hear the stories that you've gathered from the seams Believe me, nothing would please me more Than leave behind these bones To fly away Free and gay To seek the northern shores Leave me now, I'm not your dream Dream on without me If you can reach beyond the sea You'll have a memory What kind of friend would I be If I held you here back? When you sail on, remember me, that's all that I ask The only loneliness I've ever known If you could talk, I wonder what you'd say If you could see, what would you think of me? The only friend that I've ever known The only friend that I've ever known
Where do you go When you're at your own throat When your head is the prison Hope that you'll float I run Running from the rain and running from the father Running from the sun and running from the water Running from the moon and running from the truth Running from the pain and running from what soothes Running from the past and running from the future Running from the last and running from the new Running from the thorn and running from the tooth Can't get away What are you running from? What if you can't get away? What if there's nowhere to go? What if there's no friend to save You from all the chaos that Yo-ou have caused yourself You don't like to stop and think And so you keep running [chorus] Are you tired yet? So you start to wonder Should you really turn back So you start to wonder [missing] Where will this all get you and have you gone too far You don't like to stop and think And so you keep running [chorus] Can't get away You're breaking my heart again Like you never really left I haven't really slept Since you took my heart and stepped. I know this ain't no way to cope But I'm stuck here with this hope That maybe you'll come back And I don't wanna give up that So I keep running [chorus, slowed] I can't run no more O-o-oh There's, no, where, to, go The prob-lem's, in, my, soul No footsteps will carry me further.
I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure All these things, that I don't know Drown these things, that I can see All these doubts, that I hold Like to sink their teeth, into me and I let them I let them Overwhelm me I'm falling All these words, float away All these words never meant anything I'm, still, send-ing my, love to you Oh, the, things I, wouldn't do I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure I'm still scared Of all these things I don't know Dancing around The emptiness invisible My feverish mantra Pushes me further From understanding All the others The distance keeps growing Though I keep running There's no escaping What is coming The rules are just toys You don't have a choice If you keep screaming You won't have a voice I kissed oblivion and I lost my mind I kissed oblivion and I lost my mind All these things, that I don't know Drown these things, that I can see All these doubts, that I hold Like to sink their teeth, into me and I let them I let them Overwhelm me I'm falling Your shadow It haunts me One dange-rous Memory Or is it That I'm sick? Of a - five and one - half minute - hallway I kissed oblivion and I lost my mind I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure I kissed oblivion and I lost my mi-i-i-ind I kissed oblivion I'm still unsure Goodbye now Goodbye.
Blood in the water Lead me to the slaughter A moment of madness Throw out all the ballast All hands to the oars All aft to the fore I want that ship and all the blood on board Ah-ow! Riding the waves and Riding the thunder Oh-whoa-ho Onward to plunder To thieve and to sunder oh-whoa-ho Nurse your hateful heart You're going to need it Sharpen that sword boy You're going to use it At our back Cthulhu At our front Cu Culann Oh-whoa-ho! Let loose the dogs of war They're eager to please Gnaw on the bones of all Mine enemies So listen now boy And hear me well When you start hearin' Dea-he-heth's knells You better be, holding on to your sword Cause THAT's the only way you're MEETING the LORD Ah-ow! Riding the waves and Riding the thunder Oh-whoa-ho Onward to plunder To thieve and to sunder oh-whoa-ho Wash ashore like the dead in the night They're about to get a nasty surprise The watchman didn't even get off a note You better run, it's your only hope Ah-ow! Riding the waves and Riding the thunder Oh-whoa-ho Onward to plunder To thieve and to sunder oh-whoa-ho You better run, it's your only hope It's the reign of the unholy host! Riding the waves and Riding the thunder A-HEY!