My Room

About Lotus

  • INTP Taurus 19M Whiteboy
  • Libertarian Absurdist.
  • Sin: Sloth
  • Type: Brownie (as in house fairy)
  • Activity: Dreaming
  • Threat: "I will rip out your guts through your throat!" It's punchy, don't you think?
  • Average Brainfuckd ADHD Despresso Teen.
  • Read a lot as a kid. Still do on occasion.
  • Loves words.
  • Bad at (fill in the blank).
  • From CHICAGO.
  • I AM
  • A questionnaire!
  • Favorite Songs
    (Not So) Fun Facts!
  • Used to get bloody noses ALL THE TIME as a kid.
  • Try to cover ankles, knees, and chest at all times.
  • Will not shave legs. That is for gay men.
  • Can't drink coffee, screws with me.
  • Paces all the time. Manic, I suppose.
  • Traveled a lot. It was OK. (Italy, Taiwan, Alaska, most of the States, Uruguay, Argentina, Bolivia.)
  • Non-immediate family is crazy.
  • Thinks too much.
  • Got to be backstage as a kid, it was OK. It was always funny when they tried to apologize for swearing or smoking.
  • Adult Fiction is dumb. Sex and drugs don't make your book better.

Likes

  • Movies: The Secret of Kells, The Last Unicorn, The Corpse Bride, What Dreams May Come
  • Books: The Book Thief
  • Manga: Land of the Lustrous, XXXholic
  • Music: TOOL, Hellsing OST, Tori Amos, Chilly Gonzalez, Gorillaz, System of a Down, Staind, Incubus, Live, RADIOHEAD
  • Games: Halo: CE, Raze, Strike Force II
  • TV: Firefly, The Amazing World of Gumball (King of the Hill)
  • Foods: Chocolate, Creole, Pasta, Tofu, Tomatoes, Creamy, rich foods... I love food...
  • Characters: Rorschach from Watchmen, Dean from Iron Giant, Gin from Bleach (he's the Snape of Bleach yo.)
Let me disassemble your chickenscratch heart grenade
Let me unfold you, unravel you, and weave you back together
Let your quiet panic, your silent anguish, melt away into the wind
In your stormy clouds I see rainbows.

We take a short detour from our parade to inform you. I tend to obsess wrongly. The twists and turns of my life make me exceeding joy or despicable, and concealed within/expressed without through dramatic theatrics. I fear that my presence is incorrectly interpreted as it should be, noone understands me least of all me. This site is a form for filling with projected intent, so that I can observe and clarify my own disease. I am a very conflicted person. Enjoy!

How do I hit you with the blunt end of this hammer? I can't tell you the truth. It's no fun. Dance with my lies. And if they mean nothing to you, don't bed them. Sorry for coughing up so much ink.

I stand alone in a crowd of unwanted wannabes
more than a little irony and insanity
I hate you all and love you anyway.
A freak with a frenetic heartbeat
constantly off-key
Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy
hipster loser loner why?
If I don't kill (laugh) then I might cry
Welcome to my life of try.

About

Lotus Cube is a personal website with art, words, and stuff like that. I also have a collection of playlists/mixtapes, and I occasionally work on a low-fiction RPG called Grim.

Dislikes

  • Skinny jeans.
  • Oatmeal and squash, situationally.
  • Family Guy.
  • Seth Rogan and Cameron Diaz. They have the most punchable faces.
  • Fruit-flavored candy or drinks
  • Gummies/gum, they give me headaches
  • Politics (ironic)
  • Satanism and witchy bitch stuff.
  • Wastefulness (food, novels, media.)
  • Being psyched out by horror. (proof it's good.)

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