All I have Is strictly forbidden And all I have Is strictly insane We know what we want But that's not always good for us Insanity Is not always despair All I have means nothing to me And all I give, is so much more When nothing is left There's nothing to loose When there's nothing to loose, there is peace of the mind We all fall into oblivion And history slowly fades What's done doesn't matter What matter's not done All we have Belongs to no one All I have means nothing to me And all I give, is so much more When nothing is left There's nothing to loose When there's nothing to loose, there is peace of the mind
Every single aggravation is a grain of sand that you turn into a rusty nail which must be dragged in bloody anger across the skin. If only you could be still my heart maybe I can forget the white heat with which you burn in vain. A laser that reflects only on me. I'm not even allowed to be angry.
Forget everything, it was never worth remembering anyways. Wipe the slate clean and install a new OS. You might be better off with a new piece of hardware, an update won't fix this computer.
Maybe don't publish this, let it rot in the dungeon that it comes from. Let it comingle with all my other petty miseries. If you can't tell, not feeling great.
11.24.23