MOTH
  I try to explain myself, but I usually fail.
  
  IRL I'm a pretty normal hipster-type. I live on an offgrid homestead/ranch right now in Southern Arizona. I have a ridiculous number of "interests" that mostly relate to self-reliance or artsy stuff including but not limited to: movies, radio, guns, sewing, goth, guitar/bass, writing, zines, ttrpgs, philosophy, psychology, Russian, etc. etc. 
  I'm (undiagnosed) ADHD and had have some issues with (undiagnosed) depression. I think swearing is funny. When I die, I want my body to be planted under a fruit tree. Except I'm starting now! I like good food, giving, and giving food.
  
  My email is lotus-cube@protonmail.com. Don't be a stranger! My door is open.
  
  Hate my government, love my country.
  Become Ungovernable
  Don't Tread on Me
  Citizens, not Subjects
  Sadness Connoisseur
  Klutzterfuck
  God Bless This Mess
  
  
  Sample Artists: Tori Amos, Goldfrapp, Artificial Joy Club, TOOL, Silver Mt. Zion, Metallica, Johnny Cash, Machine Girl, Tequilajazzz (Целлулоид)
  Sample Movies: 9, Mirror Mask, Stranger than Fiction, High Fidelity, Source Code, The Last Unicorn, The Secret of Kells
  Sample Books: The Book Thief, Dune series, All Quiet on the Western Front, The Bartolomaeus Trilogy, The Sea of Trolls, Flannery O'Connor's stuff (adult fiction usually bores me.)
  
  Why Moth?
  - I don't like most anthropomorphic junk, "spirit animals" and stuff, it seems like silly hocus pocus and self-identifying nonsense, but it can be funny. To me, moths are a good symbol because they're anonymous, boring, understated butterflies, drawn to light, come out at night, are kinda stupid, drown in a bucket of water (gah!) harmless. They're actually pretty cute when you look at them closely, they won't hurt you. From the "Lepidoptera" order, what a cool name.
  - I also heard a story where basically moths have no color because they sacrificed it all for the world, while the butterflies wouldn't give up any of theirs, and as a reward, God lets their colors return as a rainbow once in a while. I liked that story a lot.
  
  What's Lotus?
  - I picked that name when I was 13 because I didn't want to be a dude who called himself Rose. Now I might. Sounds kinda badass, really.

  
  "Can Hunter S. Thompson be my spirit guide? I'm serious."
  
  Mallory
  Is like Morvern Callar, or my mom, bastardized in me. 
  
   Angel
  My better half and the conscience I disavow.

  Diagnoses

  
LOOKING FOR LOVE: m20, straight, looking for lifelong companion, kids, books, travel, cooking. Must hate Jews and the State. Must get along with my family, homesteading, and 20 dogs.