MOTH
  I try to explain myself, but I usually fail.
  
  IRL I'm a pretty normal hipster-type. I live on an offgrid homestead/ranch right now in Southern Arizona. I have a ridiculous number of "interests" that mostly relate to self-reliance or artsy stuff including but not limited to: movies, radio, guns, sewing, goth, guitar/bass, writing, zines, ttrpgs, philosophy, psychology, Russian, etc. etc. 
  I'm (undiagnosed) ADHD and had some issues with (undiagnosed) depression. I refused to acknowledge a difference and now I'm too broke to see a shrink =D.
  
  My email is lotus-cube@protonmail.com. Don't be a stranger! My door is open.
  
  I hate my government but love my dysfunctionalcountry.
  Become Ungovernable
  Don't Tread on Me
  jhvh - Not My God
  Republicans Make Me Look Stupid.
  Sadness Connoisseur
  Klutzterfuck
  God Bless This Mess
  
  
  Sample Artists: Tori Amos, Goldfrapp, Artificial Joy Club, TOOL, Silver Mt. Zion, Metallica, Johnny Cash, Machine Girl, Tequilajazzz (Целлулоид)
  Sample Movies: 9, Mirror Mask, Stranger than Fiction, High Fidelity, Source Code, The Last Unicorn, The Secret of Kells
  Sample Books: The Book Thief, Dune series, All Quiet on the Western Front, The Bartolomaeus Trilogy, The Sea of Trolls, Flannery O'Connor's stuff (adult fiction usually bores me.)
  
  Why Moth?
  - I don't like most anthropomorphic junk, "spirit animals" and stuff, it seems like silly hocus pocus and self-identifying nonsense, but it can be funny. To me, moths are a good symbol because they're anonymous, boring, understated butterflies, drawn to light, come out at night, are kinda stupid, drown in a bucket of water (gah!) harmless. They're actually pretty cute when you look at them closely, they won't hurt you. From the "Lepidoptera" order, what a cool name.
  - I also heard a story where basically moths have no color because they sacrificed it all for the world, while the butterflies wouldn't give up any of theirs, and as a reward, God lets their colors return as a rainbow once in a while. I liked that story a lot.
  - Alternate names include: Mallory, Running Coyote, Trashcoon, and previously Lotus.
  
  "Can Hunter S. Thompson be my spirit guide? I'm serious."