2026.8.4 - Drug Culture and Self Harm

Lmao he said "self harm" hahahahahahahahaha
  
Razors don't hurt as much as I thought, cigarettes burn skin well. Cigarettes are okay, kinda boring. Gives me pot-like tunnel vision. Alcohol is okay.

I have no reason to prove myself to anyone, this is pointless. Hurting yourself is not good but do whatever you feel like. I wouldn't tell you it was pointless, cause that would piss me off.

I think drugs of all kinds (alcohol, tobacco, etc) are a social ritual and people conflate the two.

Doing it by yourself, there's no rush, no excitement, no binding of the receptors. The drug is what it is, and what it is, is escape and disappointment. You're still there, and will be tomorrow.

There's no requirement to be a drug user, no peer pressure to haze you or guilt trip you. 

If they're not your friends when you don't use, they're not your friends.